The last few weeks I have been working towards a singular goal of moving house. And there’s been some unexpected consequences.
You see there’s much truth in the saying that the person you have to be to achieve a goal is very different from the one who set it.
Going all in
I’ve been going through old limiting beliefs, acting “as if”, using every healing modality I know, created a crystal grid, prayed, meditated, bought a book on the Angels of Abundance, written posts on Facebook as if my life depended on it, listened to uplifting music and audio books, watched inspiring video courses on how to change my life, visualised, focused on keeping my energies high.
In short, as far as this goal is concerned I’m throwing EVERYTHING at it.
You see, at the end of the day you have to go ALL IN. No holding back. No half measures. No hesitation. No dithering. No self sabotage. No half measures.
You have to pull the anchor up and let the boat catch the current.
I’ve had to free myself from teenage vows made in the heat of the moment. I’ve had to do some radical forgiveness work. I’ve had to stand looking at the crappy mistakes I’ve made in the past and free the old trapped emotions.
I’ve set challenges and placed Cosmic Orders.
I’ve reached out to others for my healing. I’ve called in healing energy when mine was insufficient.
And you know what else?
I’ve still not got there fully. I still have a way to go.
I’m not giving up now!
But it will. It will.
Because I can feel it, taste it, smell it, visualise it. I get flashes of myself living in the house, of being there with the dogs and cats.
I see messages daily of people moving home, I see removal vans, I see photos of beautiful homes that people have found “miraculously”.
But you know what else?
I LOVE all this!! I love how it’s forcing me to change into a newer version of myself. A prouder, more determined version of me. A me who’s so focused on serving the world that everything else I desire is coming into reality on the back of that.
A me who isn’t afraid to write about angels, talk about angels, heal with angels, create opportunities for people to experience being with angels.
Will the real Tania Lily Rose Angelis please stand up?
In short, this is the version of me that I have seen so many times over the years.
The me who is standing up for all that she believes in, who introduces herself as an angel teacher, who lives, eats and breathes angels. Who talks to angels 24/7, who hears their guidance clearly, who acts on that guidance and who uses that guidance to create miracles for herself and her clients.
It’s been a long struggle to get to be who I am now, and I couldn’t have done it without the help of so many people, both here and in the spiritual world.
Intense energies, intense changes
But over the course of the past 3 weeks or so, as there have been some incredible planetary and galactic energetic shifts and changes, I’ve let go of the notion of struggle and am moving forwards into a life of ease.
Where what I want comes to me, instead of being dangled in front of me just out of reach, like I’m reliving the legend of King Tantalus.
I’ve read hundreds, if not thousands, of books over the years and each one of them has shifted my thoughts and helped me see myself more clearly, created little (and big!) a-ha moments and those teachings have seeped into my soul.
Doing what I do is a pleasure and a privilege.
I have an index card pinned on the wall between my kitchen and lounge on which I scrawled one day “I LOVE WHAT I DO AND DO WHAT I LOVE”
I’ve read that hundreds of times, and it’s all come true.
And now it’s my privilege to teach these techniques to others. To teach them how to never give up. How to keep going for that goal, and to keep the faith, most especially when the goal they are so keen to create seems to be eluding them incessantly.
Love leads the way
I love helping other people to make the most out of life. Watching them grow and change, from starting off by wondering how on earth they’ll afford to pay for working with me, to implementing ways in which they can earn WAY more than it cost them for the healing work we do together.
Make no mistake, when I work with someone, great healing takes place on so many levels – soul, physical, spiritual, emotional, mental, life purpose. People start to feel joy and happiness in their lives, even though on the outside things are no different.
Which is when I love to watch the transformation continue, as their inner world shifts and their outer world starts to change into the life they’ve always wanted.
I am truly blessed to do what I do and I’d do it all over again, the journey to get here. Because it’s been so worth it, so rewarding.
The journey to the goal is what I love, and the goal is incidental.
And as you may have noticed when you travel – travel broadens the mind, whether that travel is in your imagination or on a jet plane.
You’ve got this, you know. You really have.
Which means there’s only one question remaining…
Are you ready to go ALL IN too?